More reflections.

A few weeks ago, I posted about how I decided to do this BDSM thing. But I didn’t say why.

The short answer is: It’s me.

To elaborate further, in even the Vanilla relationships I was in, I was always the submissive partner. Although it was mostly service oriented, not sexual. Of course, up until last year, I had no idea what Bdsm was, or what it actually meant to be a submissive.

Now that I have found this lifestyle, I couldn’t be happier. I’m sure my BFF can vouch for that. ☺️ I have no plans to look back. I must look forward.

I hope this makes sense, and that, in some way, I help someone.

Until next time.



The Year of the Billionaire.

Ok…. here’s my thoughts on a series I couldn’t finish. The series is mentioned in the title.

I downloaded these books because an app recomended it because I like Fifty Shades, and I gave it a shot.

I noticed many similarities with Fifty Shades and those books. The main 2 being the names Christian and Triston. Hmm. Then there was the whole rich thing. Ugh! Can we not have originality?

So, after all that, I still read it. It was kinda, well, dull. Every sentence ended with an ellipsis. I just couldn’t finish this book. There was just something off about it. It’s written by K.C. Falls. There are 3 books in the series. I can’t remember them all.

If you’ve read them, let me know your thoughts.

Until next time.


Everlasting book review.

This book is the last of the Immortals Series by Alyson Noel. What an awesome book!!!

Ever has to go on an important journey to discover the truth about her past and her future self… and life in general. An old lady, who I thought was crazy for a bit, sent her on this journey, and well, without spoiling anything, it was definitely a rollercoaster. Wow.

After her journey, she graduated high school and her aunt throws a big party. All the people who tormented her in her school days befriended her. Not to betray her, but for once, there weren’t crazy rogue Immortals hypnotizing the school and whatnot. In the end, all is right. And what’s not made right, well, it’s not a big deal.

I really appreciated reading this series. Great job, Alyson!!!


A submissive’s story. My own.

Hello, awesome followers!!! I debated on posting this, because I thought, “Who the hell cares what you have to say?” Which, by the way, is how I think when I post most things….. but anyway, here goes nothing.

When I was in my early 20’s, I would have dreams of me in either handcuffs or some kind of bondage. I wasn’t sure what they meant, and, like most people, just pushed the ideas out of my head and forgot about them.

Fast-forward a few years later…….. someone I liked at the time suggested I read Fifty Shades. Yes, before we go any further, I know the contriversy of this book, and why people don’t like it. I realized, after reading this book, doing research, and finding like-minded people, that I wasn’t crazy!!!! So I kinda rejoyced at that.

After awhile, I figured out I identified as a little. I am what most people would call a light-core little, cause I’m on the light end of the spectrum.

I have, as I’ve mentioned before, been in the lifestyle for a year, and I have an amazing Dom who I care about.

So anyway, that’s my story and I’m sticking to it.

Have a great night.


Night Star book review.

Havyn is still very drunk on her newfound powers as an immortal. She tries everything in her power to get Damen and Ever to not be together, but nothing she does works. She also tries to go after Jude, which also fails. I won’t say why, but let’s just say that it’s kinda a miracle he’s still alive.

Fast-forward a little bit.

Rogue Immortals steal Havyn’s elixir and she thinks it’s Ever. She blackmails Ever into giving her the elixir Damen supplies her with because she thinks it’s hers despite what Ever says….

It’s just about to happen when Sabine, Ever’s aunt, walks in, and things turn way worse.

Ever goes to Havyn’s house, and well, Havyn’s addiction to elixir is really bad, like a junkie going through withdrawl.

I won’t say the ending. All I’ll say is that my heart was pounding and I was so scared for what was gonna happen. This is a great book!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hope y’all enjoy it as much as I do.

Until next time.


Being collared. Judgy comments.

So… if you follow me on Twitter, you already know that my goal for 2018 is to be collared to my person. If not, well, now you do.

So anyway, I posted that to a group on FB that I felt safe posting in. The first person who commented said something like, “Just what everyone wants. To be a poodle.” At first, I thought they were joking, but I later learned they weren’t.

I know stuff like that shouldn’t bother me, but it does… and please don’t ask me to explain why because I don’t have a clue.

Most people were nice, at least last time I looked a few hours ago, but that comment has me on edge for some reason.

My question is: Why can’t people scroll and roll? In other words, if they don’t like something, move past it? I don’t ever read my whole FB timeline. And I never will. I scroll past most of it. If I wanna say something, I will. If I don’t like someone’s foot fetish post, I’ll skip it without a second glance…. or well, listen, as the case may be. So why can’t everyone else? I mean, everyone in the NSFW groups I’m in should be adults, so why can’t we act like it? Yeesh!!!

Anyways, I’m done spoiling people’s Wednesday and ranting about silly things.

Hope everyone has a good rest of the week.